[ and somehow he's getting the sense that Jaime's asking about the now more than the then. but talking about that means admitting what he'd done, admitting how he'd failed, and it's too big to leave with Jaime. he knows it is. ]
Just forget I said anything. [ he should hang up now but he doesn't. ]
Edited (i need to not tag at 8am obv) 2013-10-04 12:41 (UTC)
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[ and somehow he's getting the sense that Jaime's asking about the now more than the then. but talking about that means admitting what he'd done, admitting how he'd failed, and it's too big to leave with Jaime. he knows it is. ]
Just forget I said anything. [ he should hang up now but he doesn't. ]
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[And as he's already halfway out the door--]
Look, have you eaten much since you've been here? Tell me where you're rooming and I'll bring you something.
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[ but he knows already he won't tell Jaime he can't. he leans his head miserably on his knees. ]
It's- I think it's 133?
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